ENSLAVEMENT

So I just woke up from a bad night lacking much needed sleep
Coffee or tea? I'm so tense & cranky, don't work 2day 
but appointments 2 keep
Ugh, I need a fix 2 help me face the world; a beer won't hurt 
even though it's early
Beer is so not an appropriate drink 4 a lady, for it goes straight 
2 my belly making me burly*
But it's the perfect high still allowing me 2 think & speak 
with a clear mind
Coffee is overrated & makes me irritable shit I need to unwind
Can't drink just 1 though...need to maintain this high
I'll have 1 per hour, don't 4get 1 for the road or I may die
It's all I think about wherever I am, can't keep it in stock
Lady Vodka I need U, crave U, yearn 4 U around the clock
Madam Rum, it's been a while I know my oh so loyal queen
Crave that calm U give cus they pissed me off at work, dam madam 
you taste so clean
Yes, I like it straight every time, hold the ice warm or cold
Any time of day, any mood, alone or not, the poison never gets old
Mr. Jameson, I'm sad & questioning my purpose in life
Won't you help me sir 2 block that pain as it stabs at me with a 
dull ass knife
You cleanse my soul, silence my inner self & tickle my spirit
Can't shut down my brain without U, so many fears and frustrations 
so it's up 2 U to clear it
Another night I spend tossing & turning, can't take it anymore
Young Absolute to the rescue, avoiding you is such a fucking chore
Yup, it's true I'm addicted to it can't hide nor disguise the truth
I'm indeed an alcoholic, an admission without any resolve, as it 
slowly kills my youth

*Burly means large in bodily size according to the online dictionary.

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